Book of Exodus
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13 Exodus 13
13 Redeem with a lamb
every firstborn donkey,
but if you do not redeem it,
break its neck.
Redeem every firstborn
among your sons. 13
author's note
School never ends
study
practice
&
complete
A first attempt
takes courage
The final draft
takes resolve
Doubt refines,
until the best survives
the Named
According to ancient Egyptians,
the god Atem created the world
out of chaos,
utilizing his own magic.
When humans were created,
that magic took the form of the soul,
an eternal force which resided
within every human.
Before a person
could be judged by the gods,
they had to be "awakened"
to their Name.
A person's Name
was an essential aspect
of individuality
and central to
one's survival after death.
Most ancient Egyptian Names
embodied a meaning
which was believed to have a direct
relationship with its owner.
Placing a Name on a statue
ceded the image to the dead named,
providing a second body.
The obliteration of a Name
from an object or monument
destroyed this connection
and in some cases
was done intentionally
to hinder one's prospects
in the afterlife.
The names marked red
are the intentionals
which have been noticed by me
to be Insinceres.
material
The Tribe survives
within the One
who survives.
A community
is a gathering of people
of similar faith,
with beliefs that create unity
among the faithful.
The Names of the communities
hold a tribe.
Family is the first place
one experiences community.
It is the first soil
where beliefs are found.
No matter the environment,
that field is where a first seed is planted.
Family bonds hold or break
from this first chance soil.
Loyalty to family
is shown through actions,
where weakness or strength
are forged,
and reflect your loyalty to others.
It starts from actions
towards one's own.
Without family,
then you are a family of One.
You have to rely on Self.
My first chance soil
was an orphanage,
where I found my first Name.
orphan
It is a Name
I embrace.
I am One,
even with all the families
that adopted me,
of which I am eternally grateful.
My First Name
allow me to appreciate.
I am misunderstood.
The misunderstandings
come from my genesis.
I return always to
my birthright.
I will always remain
the orphan.
My first soil follows me.
I am a nomad.
I am a guest
wherever I go.
My brothers and sisters,
of the orphanage of my past,
who waited to be accepted,
is the community I carry.
I remain loyal to them first.
I will do my best,
no matter what,
so that any brother or sister
will have a better environment.
I am brother to all orphans,
both claimed and unclaimed.
Belief
God revealed
the Ten Commandments
to the Israelites at Mount Sinai
amidst thunder and fire,
after witnessing
the worship of a golden calf.
The Ten Commandments
are the foundational core
of Jewish law,
connecting and supporting
all other commandments
and guiding Jewish ritual and ethics.
Most Christian traditions
regard the Ten Commandments
as divinely authoritative
and foundational to moral life,
Of all the biblical laws
and commandments,
the Ten Commandments alone
are said to have been
"written with the finger of God"
According to some,
"Thou shalt not bear false witness
against thy neighbor,
for he who bears false witness
against his neighbor
commits as grave a sin
as if he had borne
false witness against God."
Deus
Drawing on the
Right Side of Brain
Specifically regarding
upside drawing exercise
&
gesture drawings.
translated into gesture writing
Color shows varying
degrees of style
Reality
Truth
Clarity
Personal
Artistic
Influential
Gentile
a person who does not believe
in any religious Faith,
and never will
genesis
the origin
or coming into being
of something
"but you must not take from the tree
of the knowledge of certainty,
for when you take from it,
you will remain certain
with false pride of overreach."
Choose to View
Skip the Choice
genesis
don't let phone rule you
look up
lot of beauty
the Eternal Blue Sky
commence Test
don't waste time
look down too much
you become boring
boring no good
wastes time
not being unboring
time is limited
there exists
too late
failure
waste
never
&
the Nothing
exodus
look up
Eternal Blue Sky
not down
Eternal Black Sky
of Great Silence
waste time
&
won't be able
to keep up
with time
complicate is intention
to
waste of time
um
remove
all material
all that is left
is
present
finite time
immaterial
finite experience
this becomes that
that becomes this
infinite experience
immaterial
infinite time
Eternal
future
all that you will
be
if
waste time
with
finite time
will be
waste
in
the
time
inside
the
Eternal Black Sky
of Great Silence
the flow
not optimal to view down
in a gesture of prayer
Thou shalt
not follow
Names
not phone
content
choose
free will
decide
will to choose
simple
no preach
just advice
no judgy here
don't mind me
figure out the rest
do your best
don't complicate
One rule
best effort
is
best intention
prove your worth
best words is nada
in Silent Test
um unprepared
lots of fails
actions speak
words distort
certain words will help
...um nope
not if break word
by not doing
or change meaning
for rewards
every time
quantity over quality
lots of times
makes worse
if breaking
rule 9
or
change meaning
for grand rewards
upgrade to no no
mortal
as
mortal
gets
quality over quantity
real harm from words
and choices
experience remains
what you do,
becomes you
all that is left
finite time
immaterial
finite experience
this becomes that
counter
balance
that becomes this
infinite experience
immaterial
infinite time
choices
have a
fate
&
destiny
of
the
immaterial
fate
Marcus Aurelius wrote Meditations
as a source for his own guidance
and self-improvement.
It was written
during a 10 year
military campaign.
He never intended
his writings to be published.
The style of writing
is one that is
simplified,
straightforward,
&
reflects
his philosophy.
A central theme
to Meditations
is the importance
of developing
an inward perspective.
His message was to himself.
Find one's place in the universe.
Everything came from nature.
Everything shall return to it
in due time,
whether during
or after one's life.
Maintain focus,
be without distraction.
Hold to your principles
and keep practicing.
Be good,
by doing good.
destiny
I love my wife
and showed I forgave her.
I decided to write what I forgave
when it became apparent
she did not forgive me.
My wife pushed past my limit
when she returned from vacation.
I didn't mind while she was away.
I learned to juggle chores
and it was fun.
During the week she was relaxing,
I had to babysit her two grandsons,
drop off her mother,
Maria Smoot,
at the airport,
and work 3 jobs.
It was about 100 hours worth
of work that week.
I didn’t mind this workload,
though I asked for help before Isaleft.
"Can I have some support
with picking up the kids?"
She told me nope,
you gotta do it all by yourself.
I accepted without complaint
and did my best
with the support not given.
This was the test of my marriage.
It was a test of effort,
which only helped improve
my newfound definition
of what trying my best meant,
through experience.
It was a once in a life opportunity,
to be married to my wife,
and live with her two daughters,
who did not believe in me,
and only believed in
what they were entitled to.
School never ends,
and I took the courses given in life.
My wife,
Maria Isabel Williams,
was a next level curriculum.
This was not on the syllabus.
When my wife returned
with a tan from the tropic sun,
she was angry with me.
She told me I embarrassed her,
since I didn't call her more often
during her vacation.
When I told her I was busy that week,
she ignored my answer.
It was only the next day
Isa apologized and said,
"I didn't know you were so overworked,
you should have told me."
That was when she crossed the Rubicon.
I decided to leave her after that.
She was asking me to be a beggar,
not a husband.
She taught me one of the most
valuable lessons in life.
My wife intentionally did not see
I was overworked
and purposely didn't understand,
placing a disbelief
that only benefitted her.
After that I learned that Insinceres
purposely disbelieve,
don't respond, ignore,
or misunderstand intentionally
for their own reasons.
I could see clearly what she did.
My wife ,
Maria Isabel Williams
ignored that I needed help,
so she would not need
to return the effort given,
and find ways to ask for more.
I changed after this.
I always trust conditionally.
If I see insincerity,
I move on.
One and done.
The spotted Insinceres
see only what they want
and refuse to see anything
beyond their own make beliefs.
It is a belief
of convenience and comfort.
They may never understand,
no matter how often
I try to explain,
or do my best,
which allows them
to dictate my tempo.
They waste time,
with a debate
on what they choose to understand.
To make understanding conditional,
is an insincerity I have no time for.
Time is the most precious resource.
If sincere
I will try to explain,
if not,
I no longer allow
them in my space.
I have to move on
and let them waste
their own time.
What they don't understand,
time will erode their purpose
until it becomes non-existent,
which makes their life meaningless,
which lead them to do meaninglss acts...
...like try to take a life from another
for financial gains,
like my wife,
Maria Isabel Williams,
Marcus E Nix,
Maya Byrd,
Maria Smoot
and the Names
that followed their faith,
brought together for the shortcut
of $282,000 life insurance policy
on my life.
trinity
The One Buddha
described a time
where his teachings will disappear.
He foretold
there will be a new era
which will be preceded
by the degeneration of human society.
The earliest text
of Maitreya mentions,
he will thoroughly know
and see this universe,
and accept the truth
of what he sees.
Counterbalance
of the degeneration
will occur naturally.
Either from ruin,
to start again,
or tide shift of enlightenment
going the other way.
Both serve the purpose
to find the balance.
They cannot be saved
if they expect someone else
to save them from themself.
Salvation
comes from within.
In the end,
there is no escaping
from one's actions.
No matter what,
balance naturally occurs,
in due time.
Meta4
Meaning of words
are defined by our experiences,
not definitions from others
or scholars.
Words mean differently for everyone,
the most subjective art in my opinion.
Experiences are pages
from one's life.
The effort put into studying
reflect one's understanding.
If one can comprehend
experiences beyond the superficial,
the words will have more meaning.
Not the other way around,
of words defining the meaning
without the experience.
That is simply belief.
I love art,
understood by the hours,
days, weeks, and years
continuing doing.
I experienced love
through creating art.
I believe
we are placed on this earth
to find something to love doing.
I have witnessed those
who were not so lucky,
who did not love doing anything,
so they found love of things.
What they were willing to do,
for love of the material,
emptied their Self,
until all that was left
was their worst instinct.
A willingness
to sacrifice another.
They were a void of Self,
no longer able to
keep their identity.
All that remained
were empty words,
with actions of ill intent.
I still don't know
who they are,
and perhaps
they don't knowthemselves.
I only know what they did,
were willing to do,
and continue to do to me.
Their meaning of words
are defined only
if it would benefit them
towards material things.
Though they mean me harm,
I only feel pity for them.
Their purpose in life
is to take
without getting caught.
I wish them no harm.
That would be
against my purpose in life.
When faced with courage.
Truth is always revealed.
John Singer Sargent
was an American artist, considered the
"leading portrait painter of his generation."
He created roughly 900 oil paintings
and more than 2,000 watercolors,
as well as countless sketches.
From the beginning,
Sargent's work is characterized
by remarkable technical facility,
particularly in his ability
to draw with a brush.
John Singer Sargent is known
for employing a technique
often referred to as
"au premier coup"
or
"alla prima,"
which translates to
"at the first touch"
or
"all at once"
Sargent learned this approach
from his teacher,
Carolus-Duran.
Sargent's skill in this technique
was exceptional.
This method allowed him to capture
the essence of his subjects
with apparent ease and spontaneity.
John Singer Sargent
You can't do sketches enough.
Sketch everything
and keep your curiosity fresh.
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