Space n Time III

Operator
Apr 13
7 min read

Updated: 4 days ago

Space

A place for everything, everything in its place

Often a space is the solution, instead of a solution.

Trying to force somethign to happen leads to a bottleneck.

Our Mind naturally wants to do something unplanned and if the space is created, the unplanned idea becomes a solution.

I wrote 4 different spaces to write my ideas and if I have a thought, I put it in the category.

I am ready, wheenver a thought comes in.

I might be writing Eternal Sky and then I have an idea of a Study.

I write in Study and go as far as the idea goes.

Back and forth it goes until something is created from just interest.

Truth is the only section that is homework.

It is the dullest task, but one that is necessary in case the pattern of words from another needs to be clarified.

Most likely the Truth section will take a while since I am usually not interested writing.

Only when the 4 other sections have been filled out for the day do I work on it.

Space is a remarkabale concept though. It is first attempts that often stay revised since I had that thought when I ddin't expect it.

I was inspired when I wrote those.

Boredom is a rarity since I read my own work often.

I enjoy all of it, including Luck, which may not seem lucky, but it is to me. I learned about myself when facing challenges.

If you can find luck there, you can find luck anywhere and mean it.

Simple places

What we learn within our doorsteps

is what we bring out into the world

My three favorite rooms is the studio, the library and the park, specifically under a tree.

Once I got my first studio, I never let it go. It remains wherever I go, a place to study my art is where I am. A nomad mentality that lets my mind wander free.

Once I went to the library, the place was safe to study as I pleace, unbothered by the outside world. A place untouched from the modern, except free internet. I went during a time when the Dewey decimal was the way to seach.

Once I relaxed under my first tree, I have always loved to rest beneath it and take a nap. Later I sketched, and painted them. Now I write underneath the shade where you feel nature and the wind move you.

It places you in the moment.

When I was at the University, a pretty girl saw me sketching and called out my name. I forgot hers, but I helped her pack her boxes to return home. Just a girl I had seen between classes only through my friend Shin.

She cooked me something and asked for my name.

I didn't think iwas going to see her again.

The next day she was walking through town and sawm e sketching and relaxing undernaat a three.

She was 24 or so, and I was underage, but close to 20. We walked through town and she both a six pack. She returned to my room and she started the dance.

I danced as far as I was comfortable with. I would not do the full dance until the next year, at 21, to get it out of the way.

Anyway, she left her watch in my room. I walked back to her place and gave it back. She gave me her email since she was going to graduate school at Temple.

The first letter she replied to was that is how she always see me, an artist just sketching under the tree.

We lost touch after that reply, since I had no interest in taking it any further. Tha was the year I had my studio and learning how to paint. The only one that could break my study was Maidne Moon, a fellow painter far superior to me.

Kindred spirits are the most rare encounters.

I think I was meant to be paired with an artist, like Certain was.

She was as gifted as any I had ever seen.

She just went to college for engineering and lost interest.

I had never met a more charming artist of the spoken word. She was a remarkable person, in the best way. She was pure talent that didn't know she was that gifted.

I think the three rooms that are part of our identity should be maintained, instead of building what we think we ar. or the roles and titles we pick up along in life.

A park of our pure self, untouched by any of the modern should be maintained and expanded.

A studio where our mind can put effort into the art that we pursue, no matter how little the reward may be. Art is importnat part of life that brings experssion of Self.

A library where our mind can put effort into solving things out, particulary in our Self., to continue growing.

All three of these rooms have grown until, there is very little modern left.

I am comfortable with who I am becaues I know I did the work to find it and continue to maintain who I am. It never stops with a passive belief, and demand that everyone agrees.

I could care less if anyone agrees. Taht is a waster of time.

And time is our most precious resource.

Metronome but with 30 places to put thoughts for Art, Logic, Reason, and Passion.

I creteated a multiple univeres of thought that holds and can be connected to each other.

Time is our most precious resource.

It may not seem valuable since Time is relative.

It is either important or not important, and the value placed depends on what one does with their Time.

If the value is unimportant, and one is just running out the Clock, then one wastes it for themselves and others around them.

Waste makes haste to an unfulfilled existence.

Time goes faster when you waste time.

When I got the 12 hour day shift, It opened 2 and 3 days off that did not match the weekend.

The first thing I did was not share space with the Spotted Family since they were the black hole to wasting my Time.

They didn’t do anything but have chores that needed to be done or listen to their stories that wasted my time from doing.

It got extremely boring listening and responding to what needed to be said.

I would tune out and think of what I was working on and chime in when prompted to having to respond. They were wasting their own time and mine.

I got better at people wasting my time by able to listen mildly and think of what I was working on.

One of my favorite mottos was found with the Spotted family.

Ignore the useless, stay focused.

The Spotted use of my time was useless for me, and I stayed focused.

I was thinking of other things that were definitely important.

Most of my philosophy came from my Time with Spotted since I was experiencing waste every day.

I experienced it and would write about what I learned for myself.

When I got the 12 hours shift I made sure no more of my time was wsted. They were fine wasting it, and it did not harm if I wasn’t there in that black hole. I had things to do.

I would go to the park, pool, or movies, and just enjoy my Time off from work and think about the writing.

I put all my things I needed in a backpack and took my laptop with me.

How did this start.

Well when the increase in fights would happen, from Alpha’s provacation, I would just take my bag and go.

I became very mobile and light with what I needed.

Also towards the end I knew I needed to be always on the go since, you know, there were strange occurrences happening and I sensed that Alpha Certain begged me to return for one last thing.

She even bought a red book bag for me. The first gift where I said, hmmm….if you only do things that reward you, how would a red book bag benefit you.

In my bag was keys, wallet, laptop and a charger.

I would write to my wife while I was hiding and get to see what she focused on.

It was not the life insurance policy she would say, unprompted. The 282k has nothing to do with why I washed the car after I returned the car.

Um…so why did you wash the car.

Nothing you do benefits you, which is the Prime Rule to Alpha.

Anyting she does only benefits or rewards her.

So washing my car, what benefit did she gain, unless you know, the consistent version of what happened on June 6 was

Can’t prove it and don’t want to. Attempts where the person is later safe is too hard to prove. Though if you question Beta, you could probably get at least the first string of the

I stay away from untrustworthy people of my Time.

It’s mine, and the value of what they want is pennies compared to what I can do with it.

Which is doing.

I can create.

Those that waste time can’t create, only take Time from themselves and others

That is what my time with the Spotted taught me, that you can’t give unconditional trust to those that only look for benefit and rewards to themselves.

They don’t know what they want, so they just waste and spend since they are running out the clock.

Unfulfilled and empty of any meaning, except they look at the years and months they were on this earth.

You don’t want to have someone like in your life and trust they know anything .

They know very little and seem to think, the more that believe they know, the more true is that they are going to have a great life from winning the lottery or something.

They just wait for things to happen, and a person that makes things happen, but only if they can control.