Codexe5 - II

Operator
Feb 13, 2024
8 min read

Updated: May 14

Custom Metronome

1 Expect Nothing 1

64 accept Everything

Settle your passion

Determine with reason 63

Immaterial releases

62 material holds

Ignore what you want

Find what you need 61

Speak the Truth

60 perfect your meaning

doubt refines Truth

Truth survives doubt 59

Limit what matters

58 learn from necessity

Truth matters

Practice practicality 57

Find your way

56 do what must

Correct before you forget

Forget complaints 55

Uncertainty allow humility

54 certainty holds pride

Simply Be

Be elegant 53

Release who you are

52 allow who you can be

Judge yourself truly

Forgiveness releases 51

Embrace Silence

50 anger holds

Do what you say

Ignore the useless 49

Stay focused

48 words distort

Make decisions

Run towards effort 47

Make life what you will

46 false is complicated

First attempt only

Grattitude strengthens 45

Trust Conditionally Always

44 entitlement weakens

Dictate your tempo

Truth is simple 43

Be direct

42 avoid avoidance

Words have power

Action is power 41

Action speaks

40 words hide

Change tempo is flow

Time reveals Truth 39

Time reveals

38 Truth reveals Time

Find direction

Sincerity is consistent 37

Purpose will follow

36 insincerity is conditional

Passion is simple

Reason is noble 35

Mistakes reveal

34 success hides

32 to Be the Best I can Be 32

Correct mistakes 33

32 spade

sheath

"perfect effort"

"hone courage"

"tinker forgive"

Art Philosophy Logic

Coin Everything in Between Coin

Compexity Everything Simplicity

Speed in Efficiency

Others Between Self

Certainty Everything in Between Uncertainty

Pride Everything Honor

Trust in Time

Truth Between Pride

belief Everything Truth

art Philosophy Logic

Coin Between Coin

Test of Pride

"2 Coins in One"

Legend

Language

Certain Know uncertain

tongue

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*_Certain

I am Right_*

know_*

*_don't know

*_uncertain

IV Test of Beauty IV

"Beauty is a reflection of Art ."

Legend

Creation of everything

Art is Beauty is Art

elimination of unnecessary

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_Creation_

Art_*

_Beauty_

*_Art

_elimination_

VI Test of Truth VI

"Judge Oneself truly to find Truth"

Legend

doubt refines until Truth survives

When One knows, One knows

disbelief divines truth

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*_Truth Certain

Belief_*

Know_*

*_disbelief

*_uncertain truth

Test of Time VIII

"Time is the most precious resource"

Legend

Make life what One will,

dictate One's tempo

Time spent to be

is never wasted

moment

wasted is Time spent

never to be

Change tempo,

accept change with grace

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_Time_

*_to be

_moment_

to be not_*

_Time_

Work Space

2 Coins

The certainty of a final draft

is the certain that limits improvement.

Uncertain is the first draft

towards the final draft,

which is when you are certain

that you did your best.

The First Coin is the most important, for all other Coins will rely on mastery of this coin.

It is the Prime Coin.

The Coin "I am Right," the Original Coin which caused a Prime condition to Self.

Innocence was lost, inheriting the loss of the original meaning of the Coins of Thought, which was to find the "Best within Self."

"I am Wrong," it too direct an opposite side if someone else is Certain and uses it to gain territory of rights towards others.

Never make "I am Wrong" automatic.

Admit when you are wrong, but only if you are wrong, and with thought on what it is that you did wrong.

Apologizing to appease will lead to more harm than good, even for the sake of politeness.

It takes away a piece of Self if agreed too frequently, especially when someone must be right.

My Coin is, "To be the Best I can be."

It saves time from complaints and goes straight towards running towards my best effort.

Certain is the bottleneck.

An example is when you have to do something that will take a lot of work, and you don't wanna.

Had a lot of those moments.

My marriage was a Test, especially when confronting this problem almost every day.

Marriage was my training ground, a practical use of my philosophy, since it was practiced constantly.

I did a lot of QA with my philosophy, for family members who had a Spotted style.

I learned from them indirectly, by learning what I am not, and never will.

Too stressful having to be right all the time.

Certain will create things you don't want to do.

A flood of complaints and excuses will rush forward, that leads to certain doubt.

Doubt of uncertain is the opposite of a doubt from Certain, two sides of the coin that I had to master to survive.

It is arrogance to know something

that has not been done,

before you even do it.

Overcome it by just doing.

Don't argue, just start.

Take the step forward

and the thoughts disappears.

The illusion is broken.

To be the Best I can be means I have to start.

No excuses.

No words are needed.

Willpower

Overcome fear, strengthens Courage

Certain will disappear after putting effort into thing you don't want to do.

Ignore the useless like Certain, and stay focused.

Uncertainty has taken over and now you are focusing the certainty on what you are doing.

Certainty and uncertain is the One Coin that has to be understood and mastered.

Be certain of what you are doing while doing, not before... and after...you get to study if you have time.

I didn't have time to study during the marriage.

I had a rogue wife keeping me busy, to maybe not see what she was doing, which just meant I had to be patient for the time to study when I broke free from her certainty, including my Name.

She owns that too, sadly, but I go with the flow.

Can't stop on her behalf, even if she speaks on my behalf regarding my Self.

I learned form the marriage, especially her Spot Techniques style, without copying or mimicking.

I can see insincerity without even batting an eye.

When I went to PAFA, I learned techniques of my peers by seeing and being in their space.

Most of the time I didn't ask, but saw how they did it.

Some artists won't share their secret...um you were in my class, so I can see how you did it.

I saw their mastery of the art of "fake it til you make it and avoid making."

The Metronome is like a chess game of two styles, where one is trying to win and the other is going about his business and replying with his best.

Fake is not my style, and will never be.

Too much looking like doing and not enough actual doing

I would never lie about my family, even if that is their style.

Too easy to see if you have time to explain the pattern, which is where Truth resides.

Two opposite sides of the Coin.

A duality of Self found in another form was a remarkable gift.

Certain taught me the 64 hand style of fake against my 3 hand style of make.

Life is chess and I have the moves timed and dated, but just my moves have more than the timestamp.

Work Space

Red is Right. Passion.and Artistic. Positive. Energy. Matter. More. Canine. Pride. Beliefs. contradict.

Everything in Between. I know. I don't know. I don't care. I do care.

Blue is Left. Reason and Logical. Negative. Conserves. Anti-Matter. Less. Feline. humble. Truth. no contradict.

First Draft

Write everything when when inspired. Get your first version down and know another round will fix. Focus, write it down the first time with the freedom to say what you want. Courage. Go to the border of what you can do on a a first draft. Speed will overcome doubt and complaints.

If it doesn't work, delete it and move one. Truth that matter remains, it will show up somewhere in your writing. Unlimited. More will be learned. More will be learned because it is unknown before written. Speed will overcome failures and humilty. Balance of quantity, lot more failures. but more work.

Write only when you know it is the best. Get the final version down and know it is ready. Focus, finished writed down the final version with final say of what you envision. Control. Borders is found of what is done on first draft. Power will overcome doubt and complaints.

If it doesn't work, more revisions and work. Truth that matters remains and you want to keep it in this writing. Limited. What is learned is learned. Less will be learned because it is known and written. Power will overcome the faulures and humilty. Limits. Less will be learned because it has to be ready before written. Balance of quality, less failures, but less work.

Final Draft

comtrol of timew

Let the flow just go without concern. Marathon of doing, since the only control is the focus in doing.

Control the flow and be concerned. Sprints of doing, since control of everything causes breaks to control.

Control

don't try because it won't be good.

Mistake is made. Correct mistake. Act of correction improves. No excuses, just correction. Growth is focused on improving.

Mistake is made. Ignore correction. Ignore of correction detiorates. Excuses, justification of why not corrected. Growth is focused on avoiding.

Coint of Truth Continuity

Coin of Trute of Moment

Need

Do what is needed. Clearly define what is needed, place in Overwatch program. Focus. Priority and focus to get it done as soon as possible. Finish so you can work on what you need. Best effort to getting the things that need to be done. Ignore the useless, stay focused.

Do what is wanted. Unclear what is wanted but place in Overwatch program. Unfocus. No priority and just work on what interests you in the moment. Start so you can work on new things. Best effort to find fun things to do that don't need to get done. Roam focus, and do what pleases you, including useless.

Want

Learning

Learn by Doing

Learn by doing. Effort in trying one's best. Failures help grow. Pride Blue, "Don't Know." Continues to learn. Learns more. Uncertain. Open knowledge gains with Blue Pride. Adapts. Don't know, don't care. Learns what is is uncertain. Unlimited. Learns faster. Can learn anything without worrying.

Learn by not doing. Effort is tryings one's best. Success helps maintain. Pride Red, "I am Right." Finished learning. Learns finish. Certain. Protects knowledge gained with Red Pride. Preserves. Do know, do care. Learns what is certain. Limited. Learns slowly. Can learn anything with worry.

Learn by Seeing and Hearing

Luck

Luck and unluck are the same.

Best effort is best intention, rewarded luck perpective. Luck because you did your best. Nothing else you could do. Positive in the knowledge and no guilt of what if done more. No anxiety or stress of what if. Best effort protects from what ifs, since all was done. Truth is known and accepted. Truth is its own reward.

Less effort is less intention, cursed unluck perspective. Unluck because you know you could do more. More could have been done. Complaints in the knowledge and guilt of what if done more. Anxiety and stress of what if. Less effort harms from what ifs, since more could be done. Truth is known and not accepted. Truth is used to reward.