V Names
- Operator
- Jun 5
- 8 min read
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V Names
I
Orphan
A community is a gathering of people of similar faith, with beliefs that create unity among the faithful.
The Names of the communities hold a Tribe.
Family is the first place one experiences community.
It is the first soil where beliefs are found.
No matter the environment, that field is where a first seed is planted.
Family bonds hold or break from this first chance soil.
Loyalty to family is shown through actions, where weakness or strength are forged,and reflect your loyalty to others.
It starts from actions towards one's own.
Without family, then you are a family of One.
You have to rely on Self.
My first chance soil was an orphanage,where I found my first Name.
orphan
It is a Name I embrace.
I am One, even with all the families that adopted me,of which I am eternally grateful.
My First Name allow me to appreciate any who accepts me.
I am misunderstood by those that welcomed me.
The misunderstandings come from my First Name.
I return always to orphan as my birthright.
My first soil follows me.
I am a guest wherever I go.
The brothers and sisters, of the orphanage of my past,who waited to be accepted, is the community I carryand I remain loyal to them first.
I will do my best, no matter what, so that any brothers or sisters will have a better environment.
I am brother to all, both claimed and unclaimed.
II
Roman
My family who adopted me are Roman and follow the Roman Faith.
I will never say there full name out of respect to both, but I am always grateful for their kindness and acceptance.
My disloyalty is because I follow my own belief in Self.
Kindness, forgiveness, and obedience are what Romans taught me.
The third rule I cannot follow without questioning.
Blind obedience is a belief I cannot place upon Self.
I accept that I will be a gentile and be an outsider.
The Romans taught me failures have consequences.
It was not fear they taught, but high expectation of one's own.
Caring enough to point out failures, of mistakes that will not go unnoticed, showed I am important enough to try to correct.
I don't recall ever getting in trouble with the nuns.
They were my favorite teachers, and challenged my best with their best.
They were the only teachers I forced myself to raise my hand.
I did not test the nuns.
They taught me about their faith, sin and temptation.
I focused on the meaning of temptation after I left the faith.
Temptation to not do your best, takes one on the path to complaints, which lead to excuses, which lead to the inexcusable, and finally the unforgivable.
It is one or the other, do one's best or not.
Everything in between is not one's best.
Virtue must be maintained, with constant revisions of Self until the best version survives.
The test never ends, of the effort to find one's best.
Doubt in one's self reveals the temptations.
School never ends, as the Roman nuns taught me, who I consider the best teachers.
I forget their words.
All I remember is they were truthful and sincere.
III
Artist
Even though I never entered in the field, Artist is a Name I hold.
I found art in the most unlikely of places, which I had to see for myself.
The Red Credo Company.
They held a noble Truth I was amazed still existed.
The have four directions that have priority over one another,with clear definition of what best means.
I felt the power of belief.
Going to work was like going to church and it motivated me to try to find my best.
Idealism is never easy.
The struggle to reach the ideal is idealism.
Rising up from failure is the Test.
Every time you get up, one gets closer to their ideal Self, revealing the heroic within.
Their Credo is what made me apply for that job.
I wanted to be around people that maintained those ideals.
They taught me the meaning of quality.
Peers checked and rechecked,both mine and their own work.
They would correct me if I made a mistake.
Everyone maintained quality,among themselves and others.
If I misspelled a date or name, I would have to write it again, with a correction note.
Strictness taught me that I must get it right the first time.
Simple things were now moments of focus.
High expectations of quality made me a better person.
It brought my attention back to class, like the nuns.
That company is where I found Art, a blueprint to my Self I replicated.
It was an amazing community to be a part of.
I am lucky to be counted among them.
It changed my life, but sadly, I could not remain.
In some ways, the Credo gave me the courageto make corrections in my life,at the cost of leaving the job I loved.
My step-daughter, Maya Byrd, reminded me, what I want is not important.
I needed to become a writer to explain who I am.
Operator
Operator is the title I held for most of my professional career,once I created my first Sheet1 with Excel.
When I was interviewed for the Credo Company, the man who hired me believed in me.
I had no background in manufacturing.
I was an unconventional candidate, with office jobs on my resume, including HR as a recruiter.
He thought I was overqualified.
I told him,
"You are either qualified or not, I am qualified for this job."
He chuckled.
I had a nomadic career.
I said one thing to set his mind at peace.
"I will offer you my best, I believe in your Credo."
He corrected me and said,
"We are changing and this will be a new company."
"We will have a new North Star."
I was disappointed in myself that I could not prove to be what he hoped.
The events in June and July made me miss large chunks of work.
My reputation was tarnished.
Most likely he did not believe in me after it was destroyed.
It took over a month to return from a hospital stay that was unnecessary.
I replied to the man who took a chance on me,
"It doesn't matter if the company has a new Name,the people who believed in the Credo still work here."
"It is not the Name I follow, but the the community I want to join."
He looked puzzled, but he could hear I spoke the Truth, as did he.
He tried to get me a job in IT, since I have a background in that also, but I started as a forklift driver.
I loved that job.
That was my favorite place to work,
I had a lot of down time in a 12 hour day shift.
The only difficulty I found was that I couldn't play music, but that sacrifice was worth the cost of creating only one program.
My guess is that I averaged working 4 hours a day on that program,
1000 hours on one program, to constantly to find improvements.
That was my study time at work.
I did not have much data, so it was unavoidable, my upgrades went from theoretical to practical.
I optimized my role on the plant floor.with a program that functioned dealing with time.
It was a program which organized time in the real world instead of data that was conceptual.
I would have never discovered an important code without this One program.
I called it the Black Zone Prgrm.
It was unlike any other program I ever created.
It had many functions, but the main function was attributes.
An attribute could take 45 minutes or hours, depending on how well the machines were working.
I figured out a way to calculate the timing, based on the reality of the volume of bottles.
It was a clock program.
It adjusted to the flow of the bottles, and would adjust the components inside the Grey Zone.
It had multiple functions based on one number.
Complexity within the simple.
That concept was a breakthrough.
I discovered Codexe5 shortly after,a simple macro that is the foundation of sheer speed.
I built Philosopher Stone on December 12 2024, and tested it out in a video a few months later, after it was optimized.
My programs broke the barrier of what I could do with time.
1200 lines of perfectly written code in 11 minutes.
It shows how one number can write 22 lines of code at once.
I built Philosophers Stone in 1 day, never memorizing what I was using, essentially learning how to code in one day.
Philosophers Stone Program
Fastest Ride on the Plains
Story of the Program
Test of Time
Demo of the Program
Proof
View of the Program
Programmer
I remember when I finally decided to give myself my last title.
Programmer
I was 45 and my first job as a Data Management Representative
I only worked there for a year an half.
The woman who hired me looked at my resume worried.
I was taking an entry level job and I had Head of Department on my resume.
I set her mind at ease and said,
"I want this job."
"I love Excel and I want to know how far I have come with it."
She looked puzzled, but agreed to hire me.
She said, "Let's see how someone like you does. It should be interesting."
I think she meant someone who has a professional background.
While I was training, I didn't ask many questions.
I just figure it out.
The woman who hired me commented, "I have never seen anyone pick up the job so quickly."
I smiled and thanked her for the compliment.
I would first learn the way it was shown and after I understood, I would create my own process, with my programs to support.
I must have made a hundred programs with all the multiple tasks given.
I had 8 hour days, but I could do all my work in 2.
The rest of the time was in study and building programs which optimized my efficiency.
I would then create more programs which increased the previous efficiency.
I invested in myself and continued to learn.
I was an architect that built structures with data, in the role of representative.
There was a monthly project for our client, the Red Heart Company.
It was a task to update user profiles linked to their hundreds of stores.
The process would take about a week.
The first time I was given this task, it took a few days.
This was a rotating assignment, so I got it again 2 months later.
I spent my down time creating programs specifically for this one task, with multiple sheets that worked together.
I didn't name these programs yet, except the last one, called 2nd Level Support.
I wrote in there that I was programmer, and it was two weeks before September 2, 2022,my last day with that company.
When I was given the task a second time, I completed it faster than my first try.
In the morning, Doug, the Head of his Department for the Red Heart Company, requested the task with all the updated users and stores.
I took the assignment and used my new programs, hustled to see how fast I could do it.
I finished it in 3 hours.
I replied in the email, "Complete."
Doug was confused and asked in the email, "Completed you got the request?"
I replied,
"Completed, it is done. Have a great day,"
I chuckled when I replied.
I didn't know how long it would take.
I just knew it was going to be faster than the last time.
There were no requests for changes that month.
No mistakes with my turn with this task.
The program had a QA function that checked the two list.
I had to manually update hundreds of changes in our system, which my program had an elegant interface.
Cut and paste that flowed naturally between the two.
Same day service, when it was previously a week.
Credo: Do no harm
I To be the Best I can be
II Believe in Self
III To write the truth only for myself,
and perfect my meaning
IV To read and judge the content as best I can
V To write in a way that will do no harm to any community
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